Confessions of a Male Bisexual

Blonde Girl Really Can Eat Some Pussy

Hi,

Here are the latest encounters I have had.....

In April, my wife and kids went out of town for a few days. I was home alone and was on the chat line when Mark (post from before) came on line. I asked if he wanted to cum over and fuck me. Suprisingly, he said "YES" and was over at my house within the hour.

I answered the door wearing only my tiger-striped thong. Mark grabbed my ass and away we went down to the basement.

I couldn't get his pants and underwear off fast enough as I sank down to my knees and started to suck on his big, juicy 8" cock. I licked, sucked, stroked and pulled on his hot meat until it was throbbing hard in my mouth. His pre-cum was so salty and thick and just tasted so good on my tongue.

Mark did not want to cum yet and stopped me from my endeavors. He then pulled my thong down and started sucking on my cock. It felt so good as he deepthroated me up and down my shaft. He did this for about ten minutes or so, until i announced that I was going to cum. He then stopped sucking and began fucking.

He got behind me and jamed his big tool up my hole. It felt great! I hadn't been fucked in 3 years by a real dick (dildos only) and the feeling of his hot meat in my ass made me ache with pleasure.

Mark rolled me on my back and began plunging in and out of my mangina with a force and verocity that I couldn't match. He fucked me for about ten-fifteen minutes at which time I asked him to stop (the man just doesn't cum).

I asked him how adventurous he was as I slipped some retraints around my wrists and ankles.

Let me say here that even though Mark and I do not have sex all that often we do chat frequently and really do know and trust each other.

With that said, and a devilish look in my eye, I grabbed Mark by his cock and led him upstairs to my beadroom where I had set up a harness/restraint system that would enable me to be laid out on the bed with my feet in the air, legs spread, and my arms and hands handcuffed over my head and tied to the bed.

Mark was certainly game for this as he snapped the restraints that my ankles and hands had into the harnesses that were set up there. I had set up the hand restraints so the main line could be pulled tight and my arms/hands would be extended out straight above my head rendering me helpless to use them to stop his advances. Mark figured this out immediatley and pulled on the cord and my arms went straight out above my head and left me VERY vunerable to his whims. This made me quake with anticipation.

So here I am spread eagle with my feet in the air, my hands restrained above my head and Mark looking like the wolf that just came upon Little red riding hood in the woods.

Mark takes me by the ankles, spreads my legs WIDE apart, and plunges his cock into my ass, no gentle pushing as before in the basement, he sank his member into me, penetrating my manhole. All the nerves in my ass were buzzing as his member climbed all the way inside of me, scraping against the walls of my love canal. I was full of his enomous cock and was extremely aware of his movements in and out of my anus. He was pumping away on me forever, in and out, fast and hard, on and on (like I said, the man just doesn't cum)! It felt great! I was in absolute ecstasy as my sphincter muscles were stretched to the limit with his huge tool. He climbed on top of me and began humping me like a dog in heat, moving his face real close to mine. His lips were right up to my lips and I could feel his breath on my face. He took hold of the strap that controled the cuffs restraining my hands and gave it a firm pull, ensuring that my hands stretched out even further above my head, all the way extended now. Useless to me if I was to try and resist his advances and assault on my ass. I screamed out in pleasure at the pain that he was inflicting on my senses as he continued to plummel me with his cock.


It seemed he was going to kiss me, which was actually one of the things I figured he would do(and secretly wanted him to force on me), while I was restrained and unable to stop him. BUT HE NEVER DID!! I totally gave him the opportunity to dominate me in this way, to force his will upon me, to take me the way he wanted, to kiss me like he said he would, but he was too nice of a guy.

I've fantasised about our lips meeting, our tongue's exploring each other's mouths, the passionate kissing that comes with making love, which is what I consider it with Mark. It's as close to love with another man that I will ever have. I fuck HIM because I care about HIM. I want us to enjoy each other, not just the sex....:-(

So anyway, he fucks me for 30 minutes or so and my ass is just digging it. The whole trip. I had always had a desire to be restrained and fucked since I was a kid. Don't know where it cums from, just love it. The idea of Mark having HIS way with me made my dick start to leak.

So Mark eventually tires fucking and decides that I'm gonna lick his balls. I really can't refuse because I can't stop him. He straddles me and and shoves his big, full balls in my face and says "lick 'em" so I start sucking and licking on them like it's my last meal while he's "teabagging" me with he huge balls. This goes on for a while, then he starts shoving his big cock into my mouth, past the gag reflex and I've got a throat full of this guy now. So now I'm in trouble here as I'm totally without the use of my hands to back him off, he's outta control going wild and I'm just deepthroating this HUGE dick.

Thankfully, he stops at some point and asks me if I want him to cum, which I do (as I love jiz) so he begins to beat his meat for all it's worth! He aims it at my mouth and I hear this "squirt" and I have a big load of his salty jiz in my mouth. I spit it out so it would land on my face. I figure, now he'll kiss me, as this was one of the desires he has expressed before. So now his sperm is on my face and before I could object, he wiped the big glob of it off! I was SO disappointed!!! I like to wear the cum as a badge of honor for a blowjob well done, even if he did jacked off into my mouth.

Mark unhooks me from the straps and I stand up. He then goes down on me and starts sucking and licking my balls and cock for all it's worth. He pulled my dick out of his mouth and began to beat me off with a real talent that I cannot say I've encountered before. I came all over his chest after a while.

After we were done, Mark said he was going to kiss me and make me lick his ass. I asked him why he didn't!! I gave him the power to dominate me. He says "next time" he will. But, I don't think there will be another opportunity for this again....

So we look at the clock and 2 hours have gone by. My ass is aching so good and I think I'm spent. Mark has to go back to work and I figure that my day is done.

I was so wrong....

I go back down to my computer, with the taste of Mark's dick and cum on my face and breath, and who should be online but my regular blowjob guy. I ask him what he's doing, he asks if I have time.

I say "what the hell, why not"?

He comes over, drops his pants and I move in for the kill. I pull on his underwear and out plops his cock, just starting to stiffen a little in the air. I open my mouth, extend my tongue and started to lick his shaft. It jumped as I made contact with it and it hit me in the face as it reacted to my touch. I put his member into my mouth and sank down on his tool as far as I could, hitting my gag reflex and then up I went again to the top.

After a few minutes of this action, I start sucking him off harder and with a faster rythmn to get him into the jiz of things. I wanted his cum on me and I wasn't going to let anything stop me. I was so hard, horny and excited to have a second cock in my mouth in less than 3 hours. I worked his member over my mouth, sucking his mushroom head then plunging up and down on his shaft. After a while, I started to jack his cock with my hand as I continued to suck him as hard as I possibly could. I had him so worked up he began to moan and twitch, then he pulled away suddenly and said "not so fast, I want to enjoy it too".

With that, I stepped back a little and started to suck him slowly. I licked his cock up and down like a lollipop, sucking on his VERY full balls and gently stroking his engorged cock. I could smell his musky scent on his balls and this smell drove me wild with anticipation for his juice to spill all over my face and beard. Having his seed running through my goatee and down my kneck is always a worthy goal and a mighty fine payment for services well rendered.

I started to concentrate on his cock again, taking it into my mouth and savoring every inch of his love gun, looking for signs of it hardining and growing. I love to feel it grow in my mouth while setting him up for an orgasm. I especially like how his meat will twitch in my mouth as he involentarily spasms his approval of my talented mouth, hands and tongue. He asked how much I could take into my mouth at once and I showed him. I sank down on his 7 thick inches until I felt his head invading my throat.He started to moan very loudly and I could tell he was really into it. He started to pump his rod in and out of my mouth like a piston in an engine. He placed his hands on either side of my mouth and really started to fuck my lips like a pussy. I took as much of his cock for as long as I could and then had to have him back off before he flooded the back of my throat and choked me with his manseed.

I sat him back down and started to jack him off as I sucked on his meat and then started to 'ho" down on his bone for all it was worth. He started to groan which meant that his orgasm was cumming fast. I jacked and sucked him as I tried to decide if I was going to swallow his load or let it shoot me like a firehose. His jiz started shooting out of his mushroom head and I let it fly all over my face and beard. I continued to suck on his love muscle as his jiz oozed down my face from my forehead to my beard as he lost control of himself and shook violently. His spasmed subsided as his juice settled into my mustache and beard. He got dressed immediately and headed for the door. I followed him up the stairs with his seed still soaked into my goatee and said goodbye. I always tell him "tasted good" Nice Load" "love that cock" something that always makes him cringe........ I can't help it. I want him to see the cum on my face that he has left there. I went up to the bathroom and beat my meat for all it was worth, all the while liking my mustache so I could taste the seed left there. I came with a shutter all over the vanity.

Satisfied, I returned to my work with both of my stud's missle's taste and seed on my face and breath. I had 2 guys cum all over me in one day. I had always wanted to suck more than one person off at a time, I came close with this. I wanted to tell him so badly that I had just been fucked and had another guys' load all over me, but I left that alone. Later, I met some friends for dinner with both my lover's sperm dried into my skin.

I feel like such a whore.....

Hello All
It's been quite a while since my last post. I've had a few more experiences with the "married Straight" guy I service. One was just the average blow job, I sucked, he came, I swallowed, he left, it took all of 12 minutes. It had all become so clinical. He comes over, I kneel in front of him, he pulls down his pants, out pops his cock. I suck it hard, then jack and suck it until he shoots his big, gooey load into my mouth.

The next time he came over we had one variation: He pulled out of my mouth and stroked his cock until he came. I was kneeling in front of him with my mouth wide open, just like a cum shot scene from a porno movie. He then shot his wad into my eager, open mouth and onto my tongue. I had always wanted to take a load that way. I sucked him hard until his cock stopped dribbling.

YUM! It alway tastes so fuckin' good, the aftertaste reminds me of what peroxide tastes like in the mouth. He then gets dressed, leaves, and proceeds to tease me about whether or not he'll "let me" suck his cock again.


The next time he came over, I wanted to give him such a good suckin' that he would never forget it.

I know that he has at least one other guy that sucks his cock on a regular basis. If one of us is not available, then he will contact the other one. He always plays this off as "oh well, if you are not available, I will get the other one to do it". This gives the impression that he doesn't care whose mouth his dick is in, and I have to admit that this bugs me. I do not want to be "second best" at suckin' him off. This may seem silly, but I want to be the best at sucking his cock. If there is one thing I can do great, it is that I can suck cock, and if any of you out there doubt this, I am willing to back this up and put my money where my mouth is, around your cock, and prove my point.


He tells me that the other guy does a good job, but when he wants it, he claims I'm better and he wants me, but I think that is just the lies a man will tell you to get sex. Most of the time he makes it sound like he could take either one of us and be satisfied.

This does not sit well with me. As I said, I want to be the BEST at giving him head. I want him to be thinking of me as the other guy is going down on his cock, chewing on his bone. I want him to wish it was my lips wrapped around his shlong as it starts pumping his juice down the "other guys" throat. I want to make it so he can NEVER concentrate on the other guy when he is getting blown by him. Petty, I know, butt........

So I log onto Yahoo and within seconds, he chats me. I know he is hot and horny just by the chats he sends me. Almost immediately, he asks if "I have time" to see him. I tell him yes, he says he will be there in 20 minutes and off he goes. Twenty minutes turns into 35 minutes and now I'm shaking with anticipation. I feel week and queasy all over as I hunger for his cock in my throat. Once again I've turned to jelly yearning for his manly snake to expoliate it's luv juice into my orafice.

Just as I'm giving up on his ever arriving, he pulls into my driveway, knocks on the door and I let him in and lead him to my desk where I have everything all set to suck him off hard and long, cause he ain't getting away with a quickie today.

We dispense with the small talk, "long time no see, how you've been, blah, blah, blah" until I look him in the eye and say "Pull out that cock of yours so I can get it in my mouth and down my throat". This stopped all talk as he unbuckled his belt, unbuttoned the front, unzipped his fly and dropped his pants in front of me. I yanked on his underwear and pulled them down his legs with one motion, making sure I am close enough to his cock so it hits me in the face as it pops out (always a big turn on).

I begin to lick up and down on the shaft and it begins to stiffen. Not using anything but my mouth, I parted my lips, wrapping them around his cock and started bobbing up and down on it before sinking down on his member, taking all of it into my mouth, I could feel it growing longer and harder against my lips as I began to suck and move up and down his shaft. I really love the feeling of his cock as it hardens in my mouth. Once I sucked him soft after he came and then just kept sucking until it grew again, in my mouth of course, that was GREAT! I put my hands on either side of his hips as I had NO intention of stroking his meat until my mouth was tired from sucking his cock.

This went on for about ten minues as I had his cock in my mouth, kneeling in front of him and was happily sucking away at him, just wanting to drive him totally crazy with my lips and tongue. I produced my "Blow Job" pad and put it down in front of me, without his cock leaving my mouth, I use this pad for prolonged kneeling at the "golden rod". This enables me to suck on his cock for a longtime with maximium comfort and positioning for me. With his cock firmly in my mouth, I was in my glory, completely happy and content.

His cock is so big, a full seven, hard thick inches, and it tasted so fuckin' good that I couldnt get enough of it! So anyway, this goes on for a while and then he wants to sit down as he is getting a little shaky on his legs. I tell him to take off his pants, he declines. This makes it very difficult to lick in between his balls and leg crevases. He sees this and then takes his pants off. I now have full access to his balls. I can smell his manly musk, which always drives me crazy as I lick his loins in every concievable fasion. I continue to suck his cock like a cheerleader on prom night.

Suddenly, he pulls his cock out of my clutches and streches it out by grabbing the top of it so I can lick it. Not wanting to disappoint, and without a word being spoken, I started licking the shaft from one end to the other, taking his balls into my mouth and sucking on them as hard as he can stand it. I then started to kiss and nibble on his shaft and head until he started to moan. I continued doing this until I saw fluid oozing out of his slit. I moved my tongue up to his head and hungerly licked his semen, savorying the taste on my tongue, loving every drop of his man juice, until he wanted his cock sucked on again.

I put his leaking mushroom head back into my mouth and started suckin' on it again, taking in as much as I possible could. I wanted his whole cock down my mouth and I'm working on deep throating him, hoping to be able to swallow his cum while his whole prick is in my throat. By this time, I am completley worshipping his cock with my mouth, hands, face and tongue and he is going wild from all of it.

He starts rubbing my cock through my thong with his foot(I always wear a thong when I suck cock, This one was of the Bear's Football team, makes me feel ultra sexy that I'm sucking cock in a football logo) . But it didn't feel good, it was like someone was kicking me in my dick. So I grabbed it and held it up against my cock and started rubbing my cock against his foot like a dog in heat. He told me he wanted to bend me over and fuck me, which would be fine with me. If he ever does fuck me though, it will not be bi bending me over, I like to be fucked on my back with my legs over my head and my guy using his rod as a piston, drilling my ass hard and deep.

So now he is really getting into my administrations on his cock, getting all worked up and losing control, which I have never experienced with a guy. He is really lost in the sensations of my sucking on his shaft, knob and balls all at once and the speed to which I keep moving around his loins. I grab his ass on both sides and begin to bob up and down while sucking as hard and succient as I can on his cock. He begins to moan and fuck my mouth with wild abandon and I bear down not letting the rythmn get lost in the humping and pumpin'.

Suddenly, I feel him start to throb and I realize his cock is about to gush it's elixer and pay off in a big way (he told me he hadn't cum in 5 days) and I wanted every drop to be mine. I took his shaft out of my mouth, started pumping his cock as I licked and sucked his balls. He let out a groan and started to cum.

And he came and he came and he came and he came.

He came in my hair. He came on my face.
He came on my nose, lips all over the place.
I had cum on my brow.
I had sperm in my hair
I had goo running down my whole face, through my beard,
Down both my cheeks, to my chin was it's flow.
It dripped into my mouth, past my lips, this I know.
I could feel his white spunk as it moved just like slate.
I could taste his sweet jiz, and it tasted great!


He moaned and he groaned his approval as his cock pumped gob after gob onto my face, neck and mouth. I could feel his man milk as it made it's way across my face and settled in my beard.

I went to the mirror and looked at his big, white load of cum as it moved south down my face
like a patch of billowy white clouds across the sky on one of those days that seems to go on forever. I cannot adaquetly explain the great feeling I have when this guy shoots. I really feel like I have accomplished something when he dumps his load onto me. I made him do it. I stimulated his cock and he responded. There is no greater feeling when sucking cock than the payoff. I know it sounds silly, but what can I say? I'm a cock sucker who likes to be called a fag and loves the taste and feel of sperm!

Whether I swallow his sperm or have it shoot all over me I just shake with desire when it happens. The feeling inside me is so intense that I could orgasm just from the thought and the feel of his throbbing divine rod. I left the cum on my face and went back down to my luver to see how he was doing. He was already dressed and heading out the door, which is his usually MO.

He's always so embarrased after he cums. I think he is uncomfortable facing the fag who just got done sucking his cock, but that is part of my power trip, it gets me off and really makes my ego soar, so I always speak to him afterward and look him in the eyes. I shake his hand and tell him how good it was to suck his big, hard cock and to taste/swallow/feel his cum on my face. This always leaves him feeling unsure how to respond, nervous and uneasy. I also tell him I can't wait until next time.... and saying it this time with a face full of white, dripping cum just stoked my fire.

Sometimes I get upset about the way he treats me after he cums. It's kinda insulting, I mean before he came, I was his sweetheart, his guy, his "cock sucker" and as soon as he cums, he just wants out, to get away as quick as possible. Maybe he's afraid I will want to cuddle, or worse yet, talk about my feelings. Or want him to buy me something. LOL!

But, as I said, it is also a turn on, part of my power trip and part of the fantasy that he uses me to service his dick and to be a cum whore and take his loads before he splits. This makes me furiously beat my meat when he leaves, so I can't complain too much.....

This time though, I KNEW he really enjoyed it. Not that any other time he didn't like orgasming, I mean after all, who cares who is sucking your cock as long as it feels good and you get to cum? But this time, he never once told me to put his cock in my mouth as he was cummin'. Every other time he was frantic about his cock being in my mouth when he came. Not this time. This time he was satisfied with the job I did with all facets of my body. This time, he was shaking so hard when he came, totally lost in the moment, that he just made grunting sounds.

Leaving the cum dripping down my face as I said goodbye was all part of the thrill for me, and after he left, I let it dry on my face and into my beard. I could smell him on my face and breath and never washed it out until the next day. I went out later that evening with the cum still on my face and breath(dried, of course). As I was sitting with my friends I smiled to myself thinking about how they have no idea that earlier I sucked a cock or that I'm shaking their hands with cock juice on mine.

I NEVER brush my teeth after having sperm in my mouth. I love cum breath. I especially like frenching my wife with cum breath. Once, she gave me a look like she recognized the flavor of my breath, but she never said a word. Now that's hot!

Whenever my friends and I banter about who's a fag, as guys do, they ask me what I've been up to, I tell them sucking dick, they laugh at how funny I am. If only they knew......

Well, My stud chatted me the other day and his demeanor was completely different towards me than he had ever been before. No more lassaie faire attitude about which one of his two "fags" is the better cock sucker. He told me right out that it was the BEST blow job he ever had. Better than any cock sucking he ever got from any broad, wife included, and better than his now firmly entrenched 2nd place cock sucker.

I really enjoy a challenge......

I like to give head. I've discovered that I am very good at sucking cock and I like to do it. It gives me a feeling of power to have a guy's dick in my mouth, making him jump, twist, vibrate and cum. I have met a married guy who is interested in having his cock sucked alot. (seems most guys would like this) He has come over to my house twice so far and I have sucked him off 3 times.

He has orgasmed all 3 times. Twice in my mouth, once on my face.

I met him on the Yahoo chat channels. His on screen name is lookingforaguytosuckme. Says it all. He is not into cock and does not want to do anything "gay" at all. He is in such denial, he says that he is heterosexual, even though he specifically has guys suck him off. I guess he feels like he is not cheating on his wife this way.

Don't get me wrong, I do not care what his justification is because all I want is his cock and hot, salty jiz down my throat. He tastes so good and he drops big loads all the time. He has a bunch of other guys who suck him off, I do not care. As long as he cums over here and cums in my mouth I am satisfied with that arrangement.

Funny thing is, I do not even know his name. I know he told it to me once, but I was not listening. I was too busy sucking and stroking his cock to listen.

I found out something I did not know about myself. I really like the taste of cum. I love the feeling of his cock throbbing as it is ejaculating into my mouth. The taste is fantastic and his loads are very big and juicy. The sound of his moaning as I suck his cock is a great turn on. He calls me a "cocksucking whore" and asks me how much I love his dick while I suck him to orgasm. I find the dirty talk to be a real turn-on. When he called me a cocksucking fag, I thought I was going to blow my load.

I've been studying the Paris Hilton Video and I tried the "jack the cock, suck the head" routine she does and he went wild with it. He came so hard and so much in my mouth, some of it spilled out onto his balls. I licked that up right away. Never want to waste a drop.

I love the taste in my mouth after he comes, it is so great to have cum breath. Semen is of a great texture and taste, I think all guys should suck cock when they are younger, at least twice, as the first time goes by so fast. After all, you should never ask a girl to do something you are not willing to try first.

The first time he came over, he pulled into my garage, I closed the door. I had him stand and I just reached out, opened his pants, pulled them down and started sucking. He came in ten minutes as I jacked his cock for all it was worth. He left and I figured that was it, I would never see him again.

About 2 months later, he chats me. I invited him over, as no one was home. Again, he came down stairs and I kneeled in front of him, opened his pants, and sucked him off. This time he came with a real big load in my mouth. I swallowed it all and kept on sucking.

He asked if I wanted more. I tried to say yes, but my mouth was full of something, I think it was his cock. I asked him to fuck my mouth, so he started slamming his cock in and out of my mouth as I held onto his cock between my lips and sucked him hard. I took all of him as he fucked my mouth in and out, deeper and deeper. He sat down and I continued to suck him, employing the "Paris Hilton Stroke" until he moaned and told me he was going to cum again. I grabbed his cock, pulled it out of my mouth and started running it around my lips and face and continued stroking it as he ejaculated his salty spray all over my face, beard and chin. He said
" Put it in your mouth" so I did, but just for one quick down and up suck. I pulled it out and let the rest of his cum land on my face. Some of the cum landed on his balls and sac, I quickly sucked it down. Tasty, VERY tasy.

I got up and ran to the mirror to see his jiz on my face. It was in my beard, on my nose and all over my lips. I hungerly ran my tongue around my lips, tasting his sperm on my tongue, it was fantastic! I left the jiz in my beard and on my nose and let it dry. Once he left. I masterbated thinking of his hot cock in my mouth.

I have this garden pad, purple, (my favorite fag color) that I call my blowjob pad. I use it each time I blow him. No big deal here, just like calling myself a fag and found this a good time to do it :-)

When my wife got home, I again gave her a deep blowjob kiss, again she did not acknowledge the taste of sperm on my lips. DAMN! My birthday is cumming up soon. I hope to blow a cock-candle for it.......then eat all the frosting that squirts out.

Been quite a while since my last post. I've decided that the story of discovering my bisexuality is probably a boring one, so I'm going to get right to what is going on.

My second m2m (man to Man) sexual experience was with a guy named Mark who referred to himself as a "greedy top" who needed lots of sex and wanted to fuck me "for a real long time" He kept going on and on about how I needed to be able to take it for a long time cause he could and needed to give it for a long time. He lasted less than a minute and couldn't get hard again.

Maybe it was me.

The 3rd guy I was with was a married guy, the first I had ever been with, also named Mark. He has a wonderful 8" cock that tastes great and shoots a VERY BIG load. We had been chatting for a few months, I made him a video of me sucking on a big 9" dido and he got real turned on by it.

We finally met up at my house. He rang the bell, I lead him down into my basement. I started rubbing his cock through his pants and it stiffened against the material. I then dropped to me knees in front of him, undid his belt and pants, pulled them down and started mouthing his cock through his underwear. It continued to grow until it was bursting at his wasteband. He stepped out of his pants and began moaning and rubbing the back of my head. I was encouraged, so I pulled his underwear down and his cock sprang out and hit me in the face. He had a beautiful mushroom head and smooth shaft with these great big full balls attached. I started licking the pre-cum juices that were oozing out of his slit. It tasted so good, I wanted more of it. I then started to lick his shaft up and down, bathing his cock with my tongue. He stopped me and asked me to get out of my pants. I pulled my shorts off revealing a red and black tiger-striped thong that had my cock busting and bulging against the material. He moaned and started to rub my cock through the material, I thought I was gonna cum right then and there.


I stopped him, dropped back down to me knees and slipped my mouth around the head of his cock and slid down it, sucking him firmly and with purpose. He let me do this for a while, moaning and groaning as I worked my talented tongue all over his giant, pulsating cock. after a while, he started humping my mouth, thrusting his cock in and out of my mouth as his pre-cum was flowing pretty freely now, and I was sucking as hard as I could and loving the taste of his juice. I couldn't take all of his 8 inches into my mouth, but I took as much as I could.

After a while, he wanted to suck my cock, so I let him. He was good at sucking cock, the first guy that I thought did a good job sucking my dick, and he sucked on it for a good ten minutes. I then wanted more of his, so we got into a 69 position and we went wild on each other! Licking, sucking, stroking, groping all over one another. I sucked his balls and he grunted approvingly as he sucked my cock so good I thought I was going to cum in his mouth! Just as I was about to climax, he stopped!!! He said "I want to fuck your ass right now!" How could I say no?

He put on a condom, I got on all fours, and he put his cock up against the opening to my anus and started pushing his big, juicy, manly love rod into my ass. It hurt a lot, more than anything I have ever felt before. I yelled "Stop, stop!" and told him we would have to do it another time. Without missing a beat, he asked "what do you want to do?" I told him I wanted him to shoot his load all over my face. He told me to lay down on my back, he then straddled my chest, removed the condom (always pratice safe anal sex)and started stroking his cock as I licked his shaft and balls. He stroked and I licked his shaft and sucked on his balls, one at a time, then both at once. Putting them into my mouth, then letting them fall out, until he began grunting. He told me he was going to cum and asked me where I wanted him to shoot his load. I told him "On my face". He grunted and then his jiz flew out of his dick and splattered all over my face, neck, mouth and chin. I swallowed what landed on my tongue and relished the rest of it on my face. I found out at that point that I REALLY like to have cum on my face. Facials are hot.

With the cum still on my face, I began sucking the juices off his cock and cleaned it up real good. Mark then straddled my lap. I grabbed both our cocks together and started to stroke them in one fist. It felt real good. Mark then took over for me and he beat our cocks together until I came. I came hard and all over his and my cocks. He licked my jiz off his hand. That was hot too.

It was then time for him to leave as my wife was due home in less than 30 minutes. I left the cum on my face, didn't brush my teeth (I love "cum breathe", love deep kissing my wife after I blow my load in her mouth) and made sure I gave my wife a big, deep tongue kiss when she got home. She didn't notice the taste of cum in my mouth or on my breathe, if she did, she didn't say anything.

Mark and I have only gotten together once, it was a wonderful experience. We have remained friends, but I am afraid to see him more because he wants to kiss and be romatic, and I do not want that with a man in my life. I like having a family and I love my wife, I just like sucking cock and having cum shot all over my face from time to time. Mark and I have spoken about going camping this summer, if we do, I'm sure that will be a great story......

My First Time:

I'm a bisexual, married male with 2 kids. I live outside of Chicago and work a regular job and live a regular existence. My wife is a stay at home mom who is hardly ever home. She's great and we have a terrific life together, as both friends and lovers.

My wife knows about my bi-sexuality, doesn't care to be involved in anything related to it, but has pretty much not said anything about it most of our time together. She accepts my bisexuality and knows that I've been with men. I told her BEFEORE we married.

I do, from time to time, meet men and engage in sex with them.

If you want to call me names. I'm ok with that. Call me a cocksucker, call me a fag. Both are ok with me. Actually, I like it when guys call me those names when there cocks are in my mouth. I am what I am and I make no apologies for it. I'm just a regular guy that many of you would not tag as a "homo". Some have pegged me remarkably fast. Those people have become friends.

I've done this five times in my life at this point, and I've had good experiences, and one really bad experience. This is about my first m2m, homosexual experience.

The first time was with a guy named Dan that I met through the personals of one of these "dial-a-date" matchboxes. We spoke on the phone a few times, getting each other hot with our dirty talk. We decided to meet, so we made the arrangements and I went to meet him. He was a player with a baldhead, goatee, great eyes, and he had a "I wanna fuck you" attitude. Now, normally, I am not attracted to men. There have been only a handful of men that I have ever found attractive. This guy was definitely one of them.

Something about his smile, the cock-sure look on his face, was appealing to me. His shaved head and squared off goatee drew me in. And then there were his eyes. Now, I had NEVER gotten weak in the knees from looking into another man's eyes, but his were so clear, so bright, so piercing that I melted everytime I looked into them. I knew I would do things with him I never did with anyone before.

We decided to go back to my place. I was a nervous wreck as I drove. So many thoughts were rushing through my head(s). I had never been with a man before and the anticipation was causing havoc on my nerves. As I drove, Dan started stroking my leg and I could barly keep the accelorator at a constant speed. I was so hard and turned on I couldn't wait to get his cock out of his pants and down my throat. By the time we got back to my place, I wanted him in my mouth so bad!

Dan had other ideas, he wanted to make out. I had never kissed a guy before and it had never been something that I had ever desired. Dan was very sensous as he licked and bit my lips before starting to kiss me deeply, fully on the mouth. His toungue began to explore my mouth as he continued to kiss me hard. I was surprised by the roughness of his lips compared to any other set I've kissed. It may just have been his lips, but they were much rougher than any girl's. We continued to kiss as we moved to the couch.

Although it didn't really appeal to me, I made the best of it, feeling Dan's cock through his jeans, as he kissed me, marveling at the size of his bulge all the time trying to find a way to get better access to it. We kissed and fondled for a while, then Dan stood up, unzipped and dropped his pants, exposing his white briefs. I immediately left the couch and dropped to my knees, putting my mouth on his cock through his underwear. I put my fingers into both sides of his waistband and pulled them down.

His member sprang out and hit me in the face, like a glove slap at a duel. It reminded me of a scene from a porno movie. (Like the ones I used to rent. Always had 2 guys sucking each other off in the presence of a girl. There would always be a girl in the scenes in those movies. Had to be a girl there. That made it a Bi film, with "3-somes", not gay. That way I could feel "safe"). Startled by this, I jerked my head back, looked at his member for a moment, then grabbed it, and began stroking it gently, up and down.

I was in wonder staring at this man's penis. It was beautiful, it was big (8") with a massive, attractive mushroom head that just begged to be touched. It was not at all what I imagined it to feel like. His cock was so much softer and plyable than mine. It was certainly much thicker. As I stroked his member I thought to myself "What a great dick this guy has" I couldn't believe it was finally happening. I actually had another man's penis up, close and personal. Right in front of my face. I could reach out with my tongue and lick it. And it was growing harder and harder in my hand. Dan stepped out of his fallen clothes and laid down on a blanket that I had set up. He looked up at me, into my eyes, and asked me if I was ready to do some cock sucking. I laid down on the floor with my face right above his member. I hovered over it for awhile, contemplating if I really wanted to go through with this.

This desire has been with me since I was 11 years old. I thought about the wet dreams I had as a teenager, sucking the bullies off until they came in my mouth. All the fantasies that fueled my nights of debauchery where I impaled myself on various sports equipment that I used as "Dick Stations" with my 6 dildos of various length and gurth. The times I had beat off thinking about sucking a guy off, the dreams of yearning, the physical ache of wanting a cock in my mouth. I finally decided it was now or never. I wanted a cock in my mouth, his cock was in front of my lips, so in my mouth it went.

I opened my mouth, lowered my head and wrapped my lips around his dick. Now I had a cock in my mouth. I started to bob up and down on it as I continued to stroke him. It tasted and felt great. You have to experience it for yourself to fully understand the dynamic of it. Someone once told me that if you ever put a cock in your mouth, you're a fag. Doesn't matter if you do it once or a hundred times. You're a fag and there was no going back. This thought went through my mind as I sucked on my first cock and I thought to myself, "OK, then I'm a fag".

I LOVED it!!! Sucking on his penis was fantastic. It was as if 20 years of desire all came to a peak at that moment and all the years of wet dreams and wishing came rushing at me fast. It was so dizzying that it ran by like a freight train. My mouth was dry and I could not get a good rythmn going. I had to keep wetting my mouth with a soda I had near by. I started licking Dan's balls and that made him groan. I licked his shaft up and down as I sucked on his head and tried to get as much of his cock in my mouth as I could. After a while, Dan pulled his cock out of my mouth and asked if he could fuck me. I was up for it.

I got on my hands and knees as Dan put on a condom (always practice safe sex!) and positioned himself behind me. He began to enter me from behind. I could feel the knob of his head as it pushed it's way into my manhole. I groaned my approval as he penetrated my walls and broke down my defenses. His cock entered me a few inches at first, then paused. After a few moments, my muscles relaxed and I felt him slide past my Sphencter muscles and into my anus. His cock filled my chamber as he violated my ass. I was stuffed with cock.

Dan began fucking me, back and forth, slowly at first, then he picked up the rythmn. He began plunging his divining rod in and out, deeper and deeper, hitting the back wall of my prostrate, driving me fuckin' crazy! He held onto my ass cheeks as his piston rod plummeled my colon. I'd used dildos my entire adult life and it NEVER felt that good!!! I Screemed "Fuck me baby, fuck me with your cock" Dan fucked me furiously for about 2 minutes. Unfortunately, he pulled out of me (that felt wild!) and came VERY quickly.

I was bummed. I wanted more.

Dan cleaned himself up, then knelt down and started sucking me off. It really felt BAD. He wasn't any good at it at all. He had no concept of what the phrase "sucking dick" meant. I started to play with his penis, hoping it would come back to life.


Dan stopped sucking my cock (has wasn't into it anyway) and he sat up. I continued to work on his cock, gently, with loving care, as he started to make motions about leaving. He asked if I wanted to jack off for him. I said if I could ride his dick while I did it, sure. He said "If you get my dick hard again, I'll fuck you forever" I went back to work on his cock.I sucked and licked on his cock and balls, gently squeezing Dan's nipples and making them erect. I felt his cock stir in my mouth and I started a slow but steady suck and jack until he was rock hard again. I continued to service his dick as I put a rubber over it and lubed it up, real nice.

Dan flipped me over on my back, lifted my feet in the air, and plunged his cock to the hilt. There was no slow approach this time. He banged me hard right from the get go. Dan DRILLED me with his fuck rod for over 30 minutes straight!! It was pure ecstasy. Deeper and deeper, harder and harder he fucked me, streching my love canal to the limit. Pounding away on my frame as he brought his whole weight down on me which each thrust. Dan raised my legs up over my head, leaving me completely exposed, at his mercy. In that position, he was able to penetrate me to the limit. Dan pounded away on my man pussy until I had waves of pleasure washing over my body generating from my bowels. I was lost in total convultions as he buried his love gun so deep I could feel his balls slapping against my ass. I felt an orgasm rising up inside of me.

Suddenly, Dan stopped fucking me and announced that he had to go home. He pulled his dick out of me with a pop, and it was all over. No orgasm, no shooting of the wad. I would have to wait to beat off as Dan wanted out.

We got dressed and I drove him home, he kissed me goodbye, and I never saw him again. My ass ached for 2 days after, with this dull, wonderful lower bowel throb that made me think of him non-stop. He never called me again. I tried to reach him, no go. Too bad. He had a nice tasting dick and he certainly knew how to fuck an ass with it.

I just wanted to introduce this side of me right up front. I will post the story of how I discovered, explored and came to accept my bisexuality in the coming entries.